Sunday, February 24, 2013

Love and War

Don't be ashamed of your broken heart
Don't cover up your battle scars
Be proud, you fought a good fight
You'll be ok, you're still alive
Hand to hand, woman to man
It's a fight we all understand
It'll tear you apart, cut you to the core
But all's fair in love and war

Friday, February 15, 2013

A Lesson in Acceptance

                     She was a very strange girl. Everybody said so. Her name was Illyana, and she was the sort of person who went about talking to animals as if they were people. She loved books and stars and flowers. She sang and danced and wrote poetry. She knew things that no one else in the village knew, like the names of constellations and how to find faery circles. She was the village healer, as her mother had been before her, and her mother before her, and so on and so on. Healers were always strange, so no one thought anything of it. Besides, no one could doubt that Illyana was also very, very kind. So although she was so very strange, no one in the village ever thought any harm of her.
                 Then, one day, the witch hunters came. They were the sort of people who saw evil and corruption everywhere but within. People were terribly afraid of them, and the people in Illyana's village were no different. After all, to speak out against them meant certain death, because, of course, anyone who spoke out against a witch hunter would be considered a witch, and therefor put to death. That was the terrible danger of witch hunters, and these particular witch hunters were very, very dangerous. And so it was incredibly unfortunate that Illyana, with all her strangeness, happened to encounter them on the very first day they were in the village.
              She caught their attention immediately. Her many odd habits were obviously signs of witchcraft, at least to them. Whispers began to go around and she was decried as  a witch. Then, one tragick day, the kind and innocent Illyana was dragged into the town square to be burnt for witchcraft. You see, the word witch is really an awful word. It turns perfectly reasonable people into screaming lunatics, and dulls their consciences enough that they seem to have very little qualms about setting a very sweet young girl on fire. Because of that word, or rather because of people's reaction to that word, Illyana found herself tied to a stake in the middle of the town square, with flames licking up around her feet. She looked out at the crowd, and no one spoke up for her, no on shouted "STOP!" For a moment, it really did seem as though she was going to die a horrible death.
               She might have, too, had it not been for a certain fey gentleman named Andrek. He had been watching Illyana for quite some time. In fact, he was rather in love with her, and had been waiting for an appropriate time to reveal himself to her. It seemed the appropriate time had come. So it happened, that just as Illyana was beginning to faint from the smoke, a pair of strong hands loosed her from the stake, and a pair of strong arms lifted her from the flames.
          Andrek stood up, tall and proud, with the half-faint girl in his arms, and looked with contempt at the villagers. In that moment, he looked every inch the terribly powerful fey he was, and when he spoke, none of the terrified villagers dared interrupt him. "Wicked and cruel cowards! Smallminded, spiteful worms! Because of what you have done, I curse this village. I curse the very ground. Nothing will grow here from this day. Not a single blade of grass or stalk of wheat shall grow within a thousand acres of this accursed place. The trees will yield neither leaf nor fruit. Because you would have taken innocent life this ground is barren." As he spoke the plants around the place began to wither and die, and the leaves fell from the trees. Andrek turned to go, and a voice spoke. "How long?" Andrek turned his scornful gaze on the frightened woman who had spoken. "How long? Until things have changed. Until a lesson is learned.Until this village is no longer full of people who would harm an innocent young woman just because she is different." And with that Andrek left the village, taking Illyana with him.
                    That is not the end of the story, of course. Andrek and Illyana fell in love and got married, and a few years later Illyana gave birth to a beautiful baby girl with very strange eyes. They named her Aayani. How do I know all this? Well, that baby girl was me. It's been twenty-five years to the day since my mother was almost burned at the stake and my father cursed her village. I'm standing in the very square where it happened. My father's curse has held. There is not a speck of green in sight. I look around me, and I see the hearts of the villagers here. I see kindness, acceptance, and compassion. Things have changed. A lesson has been learned. Magick swells inside me, and blades of grass spring up around my bare feet. The curse has come to an end. It is time for me to go home.


Truly

They say love is blind
I find that's a lie
The truth is love
has very clear sight
Real love sees a heart
the way it truly is
The beauty of love is
love sees all, and forgives

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Untitled

Laughter, life, love, and pain
Unexpected, a little strange
Song on her lips, dreams in her eyes
Also nightmares that make her cry
A little broken, not quite whole
But at heart a happy soul
A little shattered, but on the mend
Hard to love, but worth it in the end

Broken Toy

Sometimes I feel like a broken toy
Just scared of being thrown away
Wipe my tears, fix my makeup
Do my best to hide the pain
Don't ask for help, cover it up
I won't let anybody see
The way the things they say and do
Really mess with me
I can hear you, I can see you
Looking down on me, my friend
But you don't know how much it hurts
So you do it yet again
The nicks and cuts are adding up
And they're killing me
But I hold my head up, laugh and smile
And noone sees me bleed

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Revolutionary


 

 

Revolutionary

 

A single voice

Speaking to the world

Comes from the lips

Of a young girl

She speaks the truth

Her heart and mind

A revolution

Starts tonight

Her voice rises

Above the crowd

It shakes the earth

Though it’s not loud

Refusal to

Accept the wrong

The time is ripe

It won’t be long

The world must change

That they all know

She’ll lead the way

And they’ll follow

Small but strong

Now the world will see

One young girl

Leads an army

Elements of Love


 

Elements of Love

 

Love is like water

It seeps through the cracks

Mightier than the ocean

You cannot keep it back

Love is unstoppable

Stronger than the tides
 
Love may bring you pain
 
But it also gives you life




 

Love is like fire

Consuming the soul

Turning your will to ashes

Stealing your control

Passion is frightening

Ecstasy and pain

Those love has touched

Are never the same

 

Love is like a hurricane

Tearing you apart

Scattering your thoughts

Capturing your heart

And when the air you breathe

Becomes the tears you cry

Remember who you are

Keep your heart alive

 

Love is like the earth

Holding you inside

Too late for you to think about

What is wrong or right

Dormant for a time

But it will never die

The reasons are secret

No one can know why

Life


Life sucks

But it’s all we have

And you can do better

Than not that bad

The world is crazy

But it’s where we live

You’ll be fine if you take

Less than you give

It takes all kinds

To make it go

You shouldn’t judge

Unless you know

You won’t

Always understand

Change what you must

Accept what you can’t

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Society

The lonely get left alone
Because broken hearts are too hard to mend
The irony is they're the ones
Who are most in need of a friend
We say that life isn't fair
To excuse the fact that we're being cruel
We destroy wisdom and beauty
In an effort to impress self-important fools
We emulate those who take
We scorn those who give
In our fight for success
We forget how to live
We abandon love and laughter
We embrace anger, hate, and greed
We chase things that destroy us
And lose the things we truly need
 

Depression


 

 

 

Depression

 

I’m so exhausted

from pretending I’m okay

I cannot speak my feelings 

For I don’t know what to say

I’m invisible, unwanted

At least that’s how I feel

When I hurt like this

Nothing good seems real

I look at myself in the mirror

and I hate the sight

It’s not my place to be sad

I don’t have the right

Yet knowing that others are worse off

doesn’t stop my pain

I’d do or say anything

To never feel this way again

Remember


 

Remember when we were

Young and eager

Remember when we were

Sweet and innocent

Though what we

Had was meagre

It seemed enough

Back then

Now times have changed

Things are rearranged

They are not the way

They use to be

But though the innocence is gone

And time is marching on

I know that you

Still love me

Things will never again

Be the way that they were

But we can celebrate

The way we are

Though the past is past

And now will never last

The future is a

Shining star

Walk with me


 

 

Walk With Me
We’re all on a journey
Trying to get somewhere
But it’s not so much about where you’re going
As how you get there
So, my dear, come walk with me
We’ll make this life all it can be
We’ll push it to the edge
Give it all we have
Find the perfect balance
Between good and bad
I know you want to make
your life something, somehow
But I’m here to tell you
Your life is right now
You have to give it all you have
So you can get all you need
You have to look for love
And wear your heart on your sleeve
So come walk with me

Monday, February 11, 2013

Carpe Diem


 

I’m too afraid

To go after what I want

Scared to death

I won’t be good enough

Catch your dreams

Let some go

Or keep them all

No one will know

You’re never too old

To need a hug

Never to young

To fall in love

Try to stitch up

A few broken hearts

Put it all out there

For once don’t be smart

Don’t be afraid

To risk it all

Pick yourself up

Each time you fall

Open your heart

Let the musick in

You have only one life

LIVE

A Cry to Heaven

 
Hungry and thirsty I
come to you
For there is nothing else
that I can do
now
I’ve been wandering here
Alone and torn
And I’ve been hungry and thirsty
Since the day that I was born


Sunday, February 10, 2013

Lament and Resolve

Trapped inside my head
Nowhere left to run
Alone with myself
Noone to hide what I've become
The clouds of my dreams clear
And how poorly I show
I imagined I shone brightly
It seems I but dimly glow
I thought to strive for greatness
I've acheived only mediocrity
I cannot blame the mirror
For its poor reflection of me
But I've yet life to live
And live it, yes, I will
Wade into my oceans
And climb my tallest hills
I'll wear my heart on my sleeve
Gain strength from my pain
Live my life to make a difference
Finally let go of my shame
Laugh at least once a day
When it hurts, I'll cry
Do my best to brighten the world
And live until I die


The Song of a Young Girl in the King's Court

The Song of a Young Girl in the King's Court
 
Wise men and sages
Listen to me,I pray
I am just a young girl
Still finding my way
I've walked a little on life's road
I've still a long, long way to go
And though I've much to learn
I'll tell you what I know
 
The wounds you inflict on others
Will never make you whole
If you live for possessions
You'll have nothing for your soul
Compassion is important
A man's true measure in the end
The strongest man is one who turns
His enemy into his friend
 
The strength of an army
Cannot soothe a crying babe
Happiness comes to those who give
And not to those who take
Money and power
Are no substitute for love
The greedy cannot be satisfied
Nothing will ever be enough
 
This is the wisdom I offer you
Humble though it be
I myself am humble
As you all can see
But though I may not know
the secrets written in the stars
I know the truth
Written on my heart