Monday, April 29, 2013

Bleeding Heart

Some have said I care
too much
Or that I love too hard
But I would rather live
with a broken, bleeding heart
than one that is hard
and shriveled up
useless
good for nothing
What shame is there
if I should err
and be a bit too loving?
But those are right
who say
that tears solve not a thing
And I cannot
save the world
with only my dreams
So I will care too much
and do the best I can
to give a little love
and lend a helping hand
to everyone who needs it
be they great or small
For there are far too many
who do not care at all

Sunday, April 28, 2013

What I Have To Give

I have a voice!
I have a voice!
I can speak
I can be heard
I am not afraid
to use the power of my words
or of my art
There is power in
sincerity
Things spoken from the heart
from a loving soul
and an open mind
My words, my art, my voice
are what I have to give
humankind

Friday, April 26, 2013

Born to fly

Enough words can convince
a bird that she's a kite
So she'll let you tie her down
And forget that she can fly
with her own two wings
And she'll forget she has a voice
and a song to sing
and a life, and a choice
But by and by she'll hear her song
And find her place in the sky
For words can't hold forever
one who was born to fly


The Wanderer's Song

I may not look like much
I'm poor and small, it's true
But I know how to give, and I know how to love
Can the same be said of you?
My feet are weary and bruised
From the paths that I have walked
I have been beaten down, I have been used
I've been berated and mocked
I have known happiness and laughter
I have known pain and tears
I have known suffering and sadness
Though I've only lived a few short years
But pain has taught me compassion
Cruelty has taught me to be kind
Hatred and bigotry have taught me how to have
An open heart and an open mind
Life has taught me the worth of love
And every day I live
I learn the more I give away
The more I have to give

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

On loving my own

Laughter is the same in every language
Love has no colour
Kindness knows no boundaries
It touches us at our core
Hands of different colours intertwined
Is to be rejoiced, not bemoaned
We are all one people, one family
Everyone is my own

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Standing up

Beautiful in ways
That they will never see
I suppose that is because
They're not looking at me
They knock down a scarecrow
A girl who is not real
But the blows aimed at her
Leave bruises I can feel
But I'm not made of straw
I have a heart and soul
So I am standing up
I am taking back control
I will be alright
I will be just fine
No one will take my joy
I won't let them steal what's mine

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

To my Mama

Mama, I know I'm grown
And I'm too big for this
Too old for bedtime stories
Or a goodnight kiss
I have left the nest
We're over six hundred miles apart
But even though I'm far away
I know I'm still in your heart
I know I'm big now, Mama
But if you've got the time
Could you sing to me
over the phone tonight?
You're still the one I go to
When life get's a little rough
And no matter how old I get
I'll still need my mama's love
 
 
 


Monday, March 25, 2013

Waiting

I keep waiting for the day
everything will change
The day I have an epiphany
and catch my big break
The day I find somewhere
in this world that I fit
They that my luck finally
decides to flip
The day that I find what
I've been looking for
When I don't feel like a failure,
a nothing anymore
I keep thinking it's coming
but it never does
I know I shouldn't give up
I am still young
But my feet are getting tired
and my head hangs low
I hope my day will come soon
but I just don't know

Saturday, March 23, 2013

The Danger of Beauty

Beauty is a matter of opinion
Sometimes it only hides the beast inside
Behind the perfect mask of an Adonis
The worst kind of monster may hide
So strange to see an innocent life taken
By Aphrodite's lovely little hands
But many a terror has been guided
By the cruelty of beauty's commands

Thursday, March 21, 2013

A Love Story

He's been hurt and she's been hurt
So the walls are firmly up
Neither wants to be alone
But neither wants to fall in love
He loses his temper
She pretend she isn't scared
She turns away
He pretends he doesn't care
Both are so blind
That neither can see
Each has exactly
What the other one needs
And just when it seems
Like they'll never figure it out
One big fight, a storm of tears
And the walls come crashing down
They love and they live
As they never have before
He's been hurt and she's been hurt
But it doesn't matter anymore
Then one day he bends his knee
And she says yes
Three months later
She wears a white dress
They promise each other
To give it all they have
They seal the vow with a kiss
And never look back

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

To My Sister on Her 16th Birthday

Cinna, today you turn sixteen
So, if you'll take advice from me
A bit of sisterly wisdom I'll impart
From my four extra years and my heart:
Listen to Mama, she knows most everything
Never give in to your insecurity
Boys will lie, and men will too
Don't let stupid people get to you
Keep an open mind, and an open heart
Make sure you can finish what you start
Don't be afraid to get a little crazy
After all, it runs in the family
Think before you decide to pick a fight
It's good to laugh, and it's okay to cry
When you fall down, get right back up
And always remember that you are loved

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Soar

Country musick
and rock and roll
Fire in her eyes
 Musick in her soul
Laughter on her lips
And love in her heart
She starts dancing
When the sun goes down
Plays her musick
A little too loud
 Like a star she shines
Brightest in the dark
 She's learning how to fly
Her wings give her life
 She needs to be free
To live and love and dream
The chains can't hold her anymore
She'll break away and
Soar

to loved ones in distress

Life is hard
Life is rough
I understand
Times are tough
And I know
That you're really hurting
I know that
Life has got you down
The dark clouds
Are hanging around
And deep inside
You're thinking you deserve it
But, my dear, no matter what you've done
I need for you to know that you are loved
I love you
Even when you're bad
I love you
When you make me mad
I love you
When you break my heart
Even when we're both
Falling apart
I love you

Thursday, March 7, 2013

On Certain Kinds of Men

We all know those guys
You love to hate
And hate to love
You can't help yourself
Get caught up in
the push and shove
You want to kill him
Want to kiss him
In the end you just give in
Let him talk you into trouble
Turn you away
from kith and kin
His love is highs and lows
But the good seems
worth the bad
In a way,
He's both the best
And the worst you've ever had
He makes it hard
to think straight
I know it's hard to be smart
But a warning, my dear
You will end up
with a broken heart
 


Sunday, February 24, 2013

Love and War

Don't be ashamed of your broken heart
Don't cover up your battle scars
Be proud, you fought a good fight
You'll be ok, you're still alive
Hand to hand, woman to man
It's a fight we all understand
It'll tear you apart, cut you to the core
But all's fair in love and war

Friday, February 15, 2013

A Lesson in Acceptance

                     She was a very strange girl. Everybody said so. Her name was Illyana, and she was the sort of person who went about talking to animals as if they were people. She loved books and stars and flowers. She sang and danced and wrote poetry. She knew things that no one else in the village knew, like the names of constellations and how to find faery circles. She was the village healer, as her mother had been before her, and her mother before her, and so on and so on. Healers were always strange, so no one thought anything of it. Besides, no one could doubt that Illyana was also very, very kind. So although she was so very strange, no one in the village ever thought any harm of her.
                 Then, one day, the witch hunters came. They were the sort of people who saw evil and corruption everywhere but within. People were terribly afraid of them, and the people in Illyana's village were no different. After all, to speak out against them meant certain death, because, of course, anyone who spoke out against a witch hunter would be considered a witch, and therefor put to death. That was the terrible danger of witch hunters, and these particular witch hunters were very, very dangerous. And so it was incredibly unfortunate that Illyana, with all her strangeness, happened to encounter them on the very first day they were in the village.
              She caught their attention immediately. Her many odd habits were obviously signs of witchcraft, at least to them. Whispers began to go around and she was decried as  a witch. Then, one tragick day, the kind and innocent Illyana was dragged into the town square to be burnt for witchcraft. You see, the word witch is really an awful word. It turns perfectly reasonable people into screaming lunatics, and dulls their consciences enough that they seem to have very little qualms about setting a very sweet young girl on fire. Because of that word, or rather because of people's reaction to that word, Illyana found herself tied to a stake in the middle of the town square, with flames licking up around her feet. She looked out at the crowd, and no one spoke up for her, no on shouted "STOP!" For a moment, it really did seem as though she was going to die a horrible death.
               She might have, too, had it not been for a certain fey gentleman named Andrek. He had been watching Illyana for quite some time. In fact, he was rather in love with her, and had been waiting for an appropriate time to reveal himself to her. It seemed the appropriate time had come. So it happened, that just as Illyana was beginning to faint from the smoke, a pair of strong hands loosed her from the stake, and a pair of strong arms lifted her from the flames.
          Andrek stood up, tall and proud, with the half-faint girl in his arms, and looked with contempt at the villagers. In that moment, he looked every inch the terribly powerful fey he was, and when he spoke, none of the terrified villagers dared interrupt him. "Wicked and cruel cowards! Smallminded, spiteful worms! Because of what you have done, I curse this village. I curse the very ground. Nothing will grow here from this day. Not a single blade of grass or stalk of wheat shall grow within a thousand acres of this accursed place. The trees will yield neither leaf nor fruit. Because you would have taken innocent life this ground is barren." As he spoke the plants around the place began to wither and die, and the leaves fell from the trees. Andrek turned to go, and a voice spoke. "How long?" Andrek turned his scornful gaze on the frightened woman who had spoken. "How long? Until things have changed. Until a lesson is learned.Until this village is no longer full of people who would harm an innocent young woman just because she is different." And with that Andrek left the village, taking Illyana with him.
                    That is not the end of the story, of course. Andrek and Illyana fell in love and got married, and a few years later Illyana gave birth to a beautiful baby girl with very strange eyes. They named her Aayani. How do I know all this? Well, that baby girl was me. It's been twenty-five years to the day since my mother was almost burned at the stake and my father cursed her village. I'm standing in the very square where it happened. My father's curse has held. There is not a speck of green in sight. I look around me, and I see the hearts of the villagers here. I see kindness, acceptance, and compassion. Things have changed. A lesson has been learned. Magick swells inside me, and blades of grass spring up around my bare feet. The curse has come to an end. It is time for me to go home.


Truly

They say love is blind
I find that's a lie
The truth is love
has very clear sight
Real love sees a heart
the way it truly is
The beauty of love is
love sees all, and forgives

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Untitled

Laughter, life, love, and pain
Unexpected, a little strange
Song on her lips, dreams in her eyes
Also nightmares that make her cry
A little broken, not quite whole
But at heart a happy soul
A little shattered, but on the mend
Hard to love, but worth it in the end

Broken Toy

Sometimes I feel like a broken toy
Just scared of being thrown away
Wipe my tears, fix my makeup
Do my best to hide the pain
Don't ask for help, cover it up
I won't let anybody see
The way the things they say and do
Really mess with me
I can hear you, I can see you
Looking down on me, my friend
But you don't know how much it hurts
So you do it yet again
The nicks and cuts are adding up
And they're killing me
But I hold my head up, laugh and smile
And noone sees me bleed

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Revolutionary


 

 

Revolutionary

 

A single voice

Speaking to the world

Comes from the lips

Of a young girl

She speaks the truth

Her heart and mind

A revolution

Starts tonight

Her voice rises

Above the crowd

It shakes the earth

Though it’s not loud

Refusal to

Accept the wrong

The time is ripe

It won’t be long

The world must change

That they all know

She’ll lead the way

And they’ll follow

Small but strong

Now the world will see

One young girl

Leads an army

Elements of Love


 

Elements of Love

 

Love is like water

It seeps through the cracks

Mightier than the ocean

You cannot keep it back

Love is unstoppable

Stronger than the tides
 
Love may bring you pain
 
But it also gives you life




 

Love is like fire

Consuming the soul

Turning your will to ashes

Stealing your control

Passion is frightening

Ecstasy and pain

Those love has touched

Are never the same

 

Love is like a hurricane

Tearing you apart

Scattering your thoughts

Capturing your heart

And when the air you breathe

Becomes the tears you cry

Remember who you are

Keep your heart alive

 

Love is like the earth

Holding you inside

Too late for you to think about

What is wrong or right

Dormant for a time

But it will never die

The reasons are secret

No one can know why

Life


Life sucks

But it’s all we have

And you can do better

Than not that bad

The world is crazy

But it’s where we live

You’ll be fine if you take

Less than you give

It takes all kinds

To make it go

You shouldn’t judge

Unless you know

You won’t

Always understand

Change what you must

Accept what you can’t

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Society

The lonely get left alone
Because broken hearts are too hard to mend
The irony is they're the ones
Who are most in need of a friend
We say that life isn't fair
To excuse the fact that we're being cruel
We destroy wisdom and beauty
In an effort to impress self-important fools
We emulate those who take
We scorn those who give
In our fight for success
We forget how to live
We abandon love and laughter
We embrace anger, hate, and greed
We chase things that destroy us
And lose the things we truly need
 

Depression


 

 

 

Depression

 

I’m so exhausted

from pretending I’m okay

I cannot speak my feelings 

For I don’t know what to say

I’m invisible, unwanted

At least that’s how I feel

When I hurt like this

Nothing good seems real

I look at myself in the mirror

and I hate the sight

It’s not my place to be sad

I don’t have the right

Yet knowing that others are worse off

doesn’t stop my pain

I’d do or say anything

To never feel this way again

Remember


 

Remember when we were

Young and eager

Remember when we were

Sweet and innocent

Though what we

Had was meagre

It seemed enough

Back then

Now times have changed

Things are rearranged

They are not the way

They use to be

But though the innocence is gone

And time is marching on

I know that you

Still love me

Things will never again

Be the way that they were

But we can celebrate

The way we are

Though the past is past

And now will never last

The future is a

Shining star